ONe NiGhT oF LOve

Is it black or white? Is it good or bad? Are you honest or a liar? Do I accept or reject? Will I still love you tomorrow?
Floods of emotions you bring me tonight, a safe haven my heart and body find with you. Your hands explore me and reach my high places. My guards have shattered, without force you free my control.
I awake again as your breath returns and watch your content an effortless thrill. I rest tonight with love at my bosom but a fool I’ve become to sleep.
Sadness smiles at me a familiar friend refusing to leave. Doubts are my pillow and sheets restore bars as I slowly push you away, one more time.
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Sometimes, we push away the things we want the most. Thorns – Such is the threnody of thistles, as we are always hurting the ones we love, only to be left to love the ones we hurt, because we are always hurting – to be loved. My webmaster told me once, she says “You need to let yourself be loved.” I thought that was odd, seeings how I thought love was what I was searching for. But I guess it can’t find you if you don’t let yourself be found. Of course it seems rather foolish running through the street looking to get hit by a car, unless of course you get the number of the tuck that hits you.
Dear Julie… your words are beautiful… they hold an old energy, a deep meaning… very beautiful
Deep words that abound with fear yet yeild also to hope. I like the way you write and the thoughts your words inspire.